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went with my neighbor Paul down to Pleasure Island at Downtown Disney tonight. i actually had a great time despite my tendency to avoid all things pop culture. although expensive, PI has much to offer to tourist who is looking for something so contrived it hurts. the only real problem is the 18+ age limit, which leads to a whole lot of looking at armbands to determine an age of the people who are looking at you. i never really intend to return since the music was so bad, but it certainly put the dancing bug in my feet...

tomorrow i am taking the day off, which should be really nice as i have not really had one since we started back at christmas. plus, i have a whole lot of sleeping to do...

i got a kiss tonight and a couple of complements to boot. i sleep with a warm heart despite alone...

saturday i was out hanging with my good friend rory. cool girl, and totally undatable because of her equally cool ld boyfriend and my "nice guy" ethics. so for some reason i was feeling kinda down. not sure if it was the weather, or a blue slump, or just that i had spent too many damn hours on the computer. she and i talked for a while and she mentioned how she was going to try and be a better person after some personal stuff that she had to deal with. and then she started talking about the zen state. MY zen state. well, not mine exactly, but hers which was really close to my description of my own. and i started remembering the moment, and i started sliding into it, and a grin came across my face. i went home feeling so much an improved person.

work was a drag today. i left with this feeling (justified) that i didn't get anything done today. i went out to dinner with rory and it all started rather crapy with my mood being less then pleasant. some food and some laughs later i am ready to tackle all of the stuff that i have to do tomorrow and for the next 2 weeks. i am going to impress. i am going to do something not entirely unlike shining... -=grin=-