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so somehow, my internet service provider didn't know how to get in touch with me and when i was overdue with the $26.00 i owed them, they cut off my site and my mail. well after so many phone messages and incresingly nasty e-mails, they finally responded to me and so now i am back. i am sorry for my time away and promise to make it up to you in a very special way.

saturday i was out hanging with my good friend rory. cool girl, and totally undatable because of her equally cool ld boyfriend and my "nice guy" ethics. so for some reason i was feeling kinda down. not sure if it was the weather, or a blue slump, or just that i had spent too many damn hours on the computer. she and i talked for a while and she mentioned how she was going to try and be a better person after some personal stuff that she had to deal with. and then she started talking about the zen state. MY zen state. well, not mine exactly, but hers which was really close to my description of my own. and i started remembering the moment, and i started sliding into it, and a grin came across my face. i went home feeling so much an improved person.

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it's so nice to feel that slide of the good feeling... like relief. you're all uptight and angry, and then it just climbs right on in. and everything seems like it will be ok. or you realize that whatever it was that was bothering you just doesn't matter. there isn't much that really ever matters is there? friends. and cookies.

goodnight brush... and goodnight mush...

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