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March 3, 2002

alive...

see you guys on tuesday. milestone almost over!!

March 6, 2002

back to sanity...

well i made it through another milestone. it was a rough one, but that is really no matter. now it is time to do some living!!

had an interesting thought today as i was driving home. top down, cool breaze and thought how nice it is to be awake. i mean really awake. and then i felt better.

March 7, 2002

work and a lack of inspiration to be social...

i was driving home tonight relaxing after a not stressful day. i realized that i am feeling a little anti-social right now. kinda strange, i figured that i would be feeling incredibly social since i have just come off a deadline, but for some reason i am not. giving it some thought i can only hope that i am not about to go through another little down cycle.

still working on thoughts that would be of interest, but i am failing to do so. today i felt like writing a song, or a whole album of songs. i don't think that i would enjoy doing that though. i have a tendency to put very high standards on the products of my creativity. thank goodness i can write decent code. so despite being tired, i am going to erin's birthday party. oh well, i have the weekend off!!

March 11, 2002

popping up, not unlike a smack-a-mole

sometimes you forget all of the places you leave little hints where you can be found. and sometimes people stuble across those leads and shout out at you through the years and the miles... and it is in that moment that a swarm of memories come flooding back. memories that bring you a smile and memories that leave you wondering how in the hell you ever made it out of childhood in one piece. it is also interesting to contemplate if the caterpillers of you past have indeed become butterflies in life as you once thought and suspected they might...

and so i have warm thoughts to carry me to sleep on this cool evening. and i hope that all of you do too.

March 13, 2002

weekend plans

the plans for this weekend are starting to come into focus and should prove to be a nice relaxing break from the same-ol... sycronicity bites me once again...

March 18, 2002

an interesting weekend to say the least...

i have not felt like myself in quite a while. don't know why. just kinda not suffering from an inability to focus and a strong lack of caring. that changed this weekend. i can feel things starting to come back into focus, and a good thing to, as i have a lot of stuff to get done.

on other less substantial notes, it is amazing to me how time that has past and to some degree distance are nothing, almost completely irrelevant, when compared with the time that is the moment and the distance which applies to it. you can spend years and hundreds of miles away from someone and see them and none of it matters. but then, upon realizing that you want to see that person, the moment lasts forever and the miles seem such an obstacle. surfice to say that my weekend, or today rather was one that brought back many wonderful memories, like a the amazing beauty of a smile, and feeling that comes with an amazing syncronicity despite explanation for it.

i will sleep well tonight.

March 19, 2002

4 days and counting...

so i am remembering more and more and my brain is working and work is going and all of that... it feels so good to be back, it feels even better to be able to smile about the catalyst that encouraged it.

so much more beauty is contained in an honest look, held in a moment in the air surrounding eyes and lips turned up in a knowing smile. and i remember the times that i have seen that beauty and i cannot help but to smile as well...

an interesting day...

today was certainly an interesting day. i got a whole lot of work done and was headed out. it was then i realized that my keys had taken a break from being in my pocket. fortunatly, but still after retrieving my spare keys from home, henry called me back and we located them in his car.

the funny thing about all of this is i am still in a good mood...

my mom says spring is in the air. i tend to agree, she is really smart like that. -=grin=-

March 20, 2002

48 hours...

48 hours i feel like such a boy...

March 21, 2002

heh...

ok, so now that i am of slightly better mind i can write some more. interesting day with good stuff coming from the office as well as more learning and such. bigger brain you know? good feelings both insides and out, with a pleasant (although humid, ah florida) day and a cool AC'd office. one more workday with good stuff getting done and then an exciting weekend. i don't really know what is in store, but i do know who is in store and that makes me smile... my mom reccomends curry but does she even like curry?

March 26, 2002

poetry?

what o'er yonder concrete wall breaks?
t'is my car, may it get me home before the sun...

March 29, 2002

tired...

the moment of understanding and the feeling that accompanies accomplishment is a fine thing to feel after a long day. the rememberances of being remembered and the comfortable nature of a quiet confidence from a friend despite distances, pleasant to behold.

perhaps i should sleep more, but i find in funny how my brain has a tendancy to misfire when it is seperated from sleep. change is in the air, and change like this is always for the better...

March 30, 2002

brain on overdrive

my brain is cranking. work, life, little thoughts, designs, aspirations, everything. crazy spiral of feelings and needs and things that i need to do. not like work need to do, but inside need to do. crazy eh?

March 31, 2002

3:00am an e-mail and a hint of my old voice...

it was a walk on the beach
seemingly ordinary in the sand and the setting sun
and a look in a girls green eyes
the expression traveled thru time
that welcomed back feelings
set aside but never forgotten.

janke's conjecture

stolen lock stock and word order from reify's website. stolen because it is a damn funny idea:

There exists at least one prime number which, when interpreted as GIF, JPEG, or PNG-encoded data, represents an image from one of Traci Lords' child porn films, and is thus illegal in the United States.

The first person to successfully prove or disprove Janke's Conjecture wins a prize. The only prize we give out here- a date with Reify. Note: padding the number with non-image data, such as text or spurious chunks in a PNG, doesn't count.

If you think you have proven the conjecture by discovering an (in)appropriate number, DO NOT send your winning entries to me. DO NOT email illegal numbers to me or any of my friends.

This actually opens up a whole new area of research. All sorts of numbers could be discovered to be illegal because they were encodings of visual or textual child pornography. Double prize for the first person to get an issue of American Journal of Mathematics banned in the United States as kiddie porn.

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