i like being able to sleep at night. i really like having a clean concence. maybe my mom raised me right, maybe it was all of that religion that i had as a kid. whatever the case is, i am a nice guy. sometimes i am selfish, but i really think that all actions are at some level self serving. sometimes i hurt people with what i say and do, but i never intend to do that. sometimes i fall flat on my face with my actions or let my intentions get too far out in front of me, but as time goes on i make that mistake less and less.
but isn't that really the root of learning? time goes on, we experience more and more and we hopefully make less mistakes? at least that is how i look at it these days. one of these days it is bound to pay off. that, and i sure am loving this crazy life.