i can't belive myself sometimes. i can't believe that i consider myself a confident person. chuck asks me, "you sound scared; what do you fear?" i have to answer, "i think part of me fears that i will end up hurting people that i care about by actions that i do not want to make, but feel that i have to." and i always claimed to have no fears.
all i need is a word of assurance to throw all this away, but i doubt that will come in time to encourage a peaceful nights sleep.
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There are choices in life. Remain true to yourself in making decisions because other people also have the opportunity to make choices when things that you decide affect them. Being afraid of hurting people is good - it shows that any decision you make even when it's self benefitting is a well thought one. Just remember that although you choose to determine things in one way... doesn't mean that the person you feel you may hurt can't interpret them some other way. Juice!
Posted by x-ie | August 6, 2002 1:38 PM
Posted on August 6, 2002 13:38